February 2012
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I did it all for you, still you were lonely
We could’ve worked it out, but I guess things change It’s funny how someone else’s success brings pain When you’re no longer involved, that person has it all And you’re just stuck standing there
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Really?
You had all the chances in the world to make this work out and you know it. It is not that I am giving up, I just know that it is not worth it to be with someone who does not give half the effort that I gave.
I know what you are going to say - “Wow, it’s because you’re talking to him again,” “I know that I need to change, I’m going to put more effort in,”...
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“What was always incomprehensible to me was your total lack of feeling for the...”
– Franz Kafka, “Letter to His Father” (via kafkaesque-world)
sleepingtigers:
all the girls you’ve ever loved, i think i loved them too.
interlude for the grand sonata every mouth you’ve ever kissed was just practice all the bodies you’ve ever undressed and ploughed in to were preparing you for me. i don’t mind tasting them in the memory of your mouth they were a long hall way a door half open a single suit case still on the conveyor belt was it a long...
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“Years after I’d seen him for the last time I found myself thinking of him unexpectedly and often. You know how certain places grow powerful in the mind with passing time. In those early morning dreams when I come back to bed… and fall quickly into the narrow end of the night, there is one set of streets I keep returning to…”
-Don DeLillo
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StresStressStress
This is honestly a whole lot for me to take right now. All my fault, I never seem to learn from my selfish mistakes.
I just want to fall into deep slumber and awake with everything in all the right places again. I really do not know what to do if I do not get this second chance.
Maybe if I keep watching How I Met Your Mother on Netflix and drink milk everything will be okay again. Just maybe.
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“Perhaps - I want the old days back again and they’ll never come back, and I am...”
– GONE WITH THE WIND, MARGARET MITCHELL. (via thebookthieves)
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“I think that whole idea of ‘no regrets’ was always a silly idea to me, because...”
– Jesse Lacey (via steveinsky)
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Give me all for this, I need confidence in myself ...
So tell me you love me
Only for tonight
Only for tonight
Even though you don’t love me
Oh, oh Just tell me you love me
I’ll give you all of me, I’ll give you all of me
Even though you don’t love me
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“All that it takes is a spark, then something as plain as a park becomes a...”
– Bert (Mary Poppins the Musical)
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Ramblings Before I Attempt To Sleep
Closed at work last night after a MASSIVE close - imagine clothes piling on shelves every where and still untouched after the store closes with only two associates….curse you, unruly customers! Then I opened this morning as well to a semi hectic day, so yeah. I love you, Original Penguin, I love you.
Seriously, you can say whatever you want, but your jealousy issues are getting annoying....
“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else’s opinions, their...”
– Oscar Wilde
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“My thoughts are stars I can’t fathom into constellations.”
– John Green (via loveyourchaos)
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“I watched him walk away with sickness in my heart - though it was a pleasing...”
– MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA, ARTHUR GOLDEN. (via thebookthieves)
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Tell me I'm your national anthem
Take your body down town, Red, white, blue’s in the skies, Summer’s in the air and baby, Heaven’s in your eyes. I’m your National Anthem. Money is the anthem, God, you’re so handsome. Money is the anthem, Of success
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One, two, three, four
Don’t leave me tongue tied Let’s stay up all night I’ll get real high Slumber party; pillow fight My eyes on your eyes Like Peter Pan up in the sky
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“It seemed like someone was always leaving someone, like that’s the way the world...”
– LENA, JACQUELINE WOODSON. (via thebookthieves)
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It’s at that point where it’s all neutral - nothing good, nothing bad, and soon we will dissolve into nothing at all. I contemplated on just telling you straight out, “Look, I really don’t think we’re working out, I like you and I care about you, but I feel as if it isn’t there for us anymore,” but I guess I didn’t have to.
I’ve realized that...
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Lana Del Rey - Video Games
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Your soul is haunting me and telling me
Every time I close my eyes It’s like a dark paradise No one compares to you I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side Every time I close my eyes It’s like a dark paradise No one compares to you I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side All my friends ask me why I stay strong Tell ‘em when you find true love it lives on ...
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“When love leaves the world, all hearts are still. Tell them of my love and tell...”
– Stephen King
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Searching West and East
Putting on my power, righteous as a rose dynamite the mountain, now I’m walking up the road the love we made at gunpoint wasn’t love at all the dancing in the valley, the moons, the mirrored ball blew open my mind, now it’s an empty room swinging in the hammock, dogs are walking across the roof I watch you braid your hair, you’re from another time when the earth...
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I Deserve Better
I do not need someone who says they care about me, but still cannot put the most miniscule effort into making time for me. I do not want to see you at your convenience, I want to see you when you put aside an hour, half a day, a Saturday, any time to go out with me.
At first I empathized, since you looked so vulnerable when you said, “I’m sorry I’m always so busy. Do you still...